At 8:40 Monday morning I will begin my third year of college. I cringe when I say that and not because I do not like school. I have always had a slight fear of growing up. I enjoy this state of limbo I now find myself in. I am on the verge of adulthood but still lack some of the responsibilities many adults carry. But sadly I know that this is not a place I shall be in very long. I guess I just do not need to get ahead of myself, just enjoy the life I have today. This is something I have to tell myself often. I love this stage of my life so I am just going to enjoy instead of worrying it away. I am just going to fall back into the arms of God and enjoy the days I am given.