Saturday, May 22, 2010
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Hot days hot days
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Before I let you read these I figured I would share a little. These writings I have on this post are a little sad but this does not mean I am depressed. Often, when I share "heavy" things people tend to worry. I find it to be a very healthy expression of who I am to share my sad thoughts. I tend to be a super passionate person and sometimes with passion comes a wide range of emotions. I find it one of the most healing things to put my thoughts into written words. My stringed words are not always an accurate representation of what I am going through; rather, these words just display an emotion I have felt or a situation I have seen another walk. I find emotions to be a beautiful aspect of human beings. I wish as people we were not always so afraid of them. I find the most confident people are the ones that never seem afraid to show how they feel.
There is this place deep within,
Where the lies end and tales fade.
There is this depth where only truth can speak.
This battlefield rages in my mind through all
All the false truths all the pain
It all prevails, it all kills
Kills a piece of me every time you through the dagger
I wish I could lie to myself
I wish I could believe their stories.
Just feed me truth and I will leave
No matter the pain no matter the selfish gain
I want truth, in truth there is love
And that is what I want to know, where this love belongs
I need to be held I need to know I belong
running this world so alone so lost
Where did I lose myself when did I escape to this land of misbelief
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You held my hand, promised it would be forever
You touched my heart, said you would never leave
I have forgiven so many times
I have dismissed all your lies
This time I am done
I cannot erase what you have begun
I am starting over, beginning a new
This time I will not include you.
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You promised to be my hand to hold
You promised to be what you knew you could never be
Why did you let such a fragile heart fall
You looked me in the eyes to promise you cared
You looked me in the eyes only to lie
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The pain in her eyes could kill an angel
The one living inside
She put her trust out for grabs
She gave her love for you to have
Such a beautiful soul spread out on the ground
Such a beautiful spirit crying for more
You lead her on, tore her down
You used and abused to toss aside
Selfish people left to their own demise
I wish they could see the war they’ve waged
Broken people left to make a new
Broken hearts up for keeps, let her be
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Cause my feet just take me where they’ve been before
And those are places I can't go anymore
I just want to be used by you
I want to walk in your calling
I here you whispering my name, daughter my bride daughter my bride
I just want to be used by you
Father train my feet train my heart
I don’t want to be broken anymore
I hear you whispering my name daughter my bride
My feet want to take me where they’ve been before
And those are places I can’t go anymore
My heart is breaking and mind can’t take it
Lord just lead once more
Words Words Words. Life to my weary bones. –Darren Hudman